I can't sleep.
I wish I could sleep.
I wish a wave of relaxation would wash over my back.
I wish I felt Kensho at work.
I wish people didn't get cancer.
I wish my mind didn't take imprints of people during the day.
I wish my mind would be fully present and fully not engaged.
People are like quicksand.
Or I am an idiot.
(As in, don't step in and you won't fall down.)
I wish I wasn't an idiot.
I wish I didn't move so fast.
I wish there was a place within walking distance of work that had really good sushi.
I wish Health South would pay back my whole student loan.
I wish we could afford a house before I'm 40.
I wish I had ever gone to a James Brown concert.
I wish there was time (and a place) to go for a 20-minute jog every day at lunch.
I wish I could do speech therapy in a treehouse.
I wish there was a pulley system whereby 85-year-olds could come up without too much trouble.
I wish they would like it.
I wish we could eat the sushi up there.
I wish birds would land on branches near the treehouse.
I wish lizards would wiggle nearby, too.
I wish I ever practiced the violin.
I wish work was done every day at 2.
I wish I could take the long view.
I wish I did something productive with my energy.
I wish I felt as good every afternoon as I do every morning.
I wish the sun was shining and Neil and I were on a walk.
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I wish I could give you a hug. You're amazing!
What happened?
nothin'. Hi. Neil's James Brown tribute just ended. It was pretty sweet.
Neil did a James Brown tribute? On tv?
Hi back at you.
I wish Neil did a James Brown tribute on TV. It was a musical tribute on the stereo. The cd had just ended. I went to work yesterday. I am going to work today. Think of me fondly!
hey i have a graphic-designer friend who says it's real easy to get a 2-year degree and a job
Can I get that degree and job, but only work occasionaly, at my discretion, when I feel creative and the kids are asleep?
I wish I could.
Sarah, that's what computers are for! You could even take online classes.
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